It's that time of the year again which for some reason gets me emo.
There are many people and things I should be grateful for.But as I reflect, I realise it's the negative stuff that refuses to go away.
Coming to university I thought, would have liberated me of certain prejudices and stereotypes.However, instead of this being the case,I've acquired new prejudices and new stereotypes and had old prejudices and stereotypes reinforced.
The only difference now after one semester, is that I can attempt to justify my negative perceptions of certain ethnicities and certain groups of people, better.
Misanthrope
Is what I'm becoming,I fear.
And it appears, I've good reason to become one.
Our happiness as human beings comes in relation to the misery of other human beings.
Take freedom for example.
In order for us to perceive our freedom,we have to view people who are not as free as us or have parts of their freedom suppressed.
e.g. : A woman living in the civilized world would see herself as having freedom as opposed to a woman living in a theocratic state.
Love is another sick joke.
In order for us to feel that feeling of being special and cared for we must view people whom the vast majority of society despise or doesn't even realise,exist.
And I'm talking about all forms of love.
Want to feel grateful for your loving family?
Look at someone who doesn't have one.
Want to feel grateful for your friends?
Look at someone who doesn't have any or who is treated badly by his.
Want to feel grateful that you're together with your special someone?
Look at someone who hasn't found their special someone.
Want to feel grateful for your god's love?
Look at the people you think won't be going to heaven with you or the people you hope, go to hell.
I suppose my arguments have major flaws in them and I hope that is the case.For my waning idealism is only being sustained by optimism.
Though there is one thing that I've learnt this semester, which might lead to my future redemption.I'm not sure why but something just gives me the feeling. this statement is important.
"The things we hate about other people, are the things we hate in ourselves."
Merry Xmas everyone :D
Reference: http://ashleyjoseph.blogspot.com/2009/12/reduce-all-creation-to-ash.html